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[Apr. 24th, 2006|04:12 pm] |
everything is soooo blisfully normal.
pure paridice,
i hope everyone is as happy as i am
<3 |
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| i miss you guys |
[Apr. 16th, 2006|03:29 am] |
things will get better.
im sorry.
and im never going to stop saying it..
im workin on that letter.
i love you
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 1st, 2006|09:53 pm] |
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im in love with a boy |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 31st, 2005|03:02 pm] |
| [ | Emotional Disaster: |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | Vibrations: |
| | trina: here we go | ] |
this year has been...
well a lot of things..
really horrible.
really great.
really confuseing.
and a whole bunch of other shit..
im sad that i will be entering 2006 without my mom.
but hey, ill get thru it..
i have mary catherine and liz.
im good.
hopefully 06 will be different.
maybe better.
<3 |
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| that time of the year again/ just not the same |
[Dec. 25th, 2005|12:00 am] |
| [ | Vibrations: |
| | vitamin c.... | ] |
ok so its x-mas eve...
and im at mary catherines parents house while there at mid-nite mass..
yeah i didnt want to go..
hopefully tomorrow will be ok..
I LOVE YOU MARY CATHERINE..
thank you for everything..
you mean sooo much to me..
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 20th, 2005|02:38 pm] |
| [ | Vibrations: |
| | jack johnson - sitting waiting wishing | ] |
for 6 months my life has been nothing but a fuck up and a disappiontment...
i thought i found something that could change it...
but im sure it will just end up being a disappiontment too...
go fucking figure!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 19th, 2005|02:30 am] |
ok so i dyed my hair...
its red again...
ummm...
yeah thats about it...
ps... im going to savannah to see a boy...
everyone wish me luck.. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|09:12 pm] |
| [ | Emotional Disaster: |
| |  hungry | ] |
| [ | Vibrations: |
| | fanny pouch: i got your boyfriend | ] |
ok so i havent updated in a while...
so i will go there the recent events..
1)i basically live with MC now..
2)i havent been home in little over a month
3)things are getting better..
umm ok thats it..
<3later<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 13th, 2005|10:21 pm] |
you fuckin bitches suck cock!!!!!
fuck you all very much..
and goodnight
<3 |
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| such is life |
[Oct. 4th, 2005|06:10 pm] |
| [ | Emotional Disaster: |
| |  pissed off | ] |
| [ | Vibrations: |
| | Velvet Chain: strong | ] |
... im so fucking bored,
chris is suppose to come and get me.. but i dont think he is.
which sucks because "im all dressed up, with no where to go."
for those of you that want to know, or care..
things are better at home
i guess.
i feel stupid everyday because of school and me not going.
but oh fucking well
ps..
im so in love with him..
i want him..
but im not pushing..
to scared to push things
I LOVE YOU
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 28th, 2005|02:13 am] |
so i went home, it sucked really really really bad, but then things got better, i am ok right now...
so thats good |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|10:08 pm] |
i still havent gone home
oh well
i dont give a shit anymore |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 18th, 2005|04:27 pm] |
i ran away thursday,
i wont say where i am, i dont want to be found,
i am very greatful to the people that have helped me for the past couple of days,
i dont know what to do next
ahhhh
<3 |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 14th, 2005|07:48 pm] |
this week has been really bad,
i havent been to school for a whole day in a very long time,
i hate myself,
my head hurts.
i broke down big time today,
my dad found out that i have been skipping all week,
i hate tracy
i miss my mom.
and now i am about to start talking night school |
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| update |
[Sep. 10th, 2005|03:09 am] |
i moved in with my real dad.
i am in love with this guy named robert.
me and christa are kind of talking again.
im getting back to happiness.
things piss me off, thats not new.
i love mary cathrine and anneka.
hmm thats it.
k bye |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 22nd, 2005|10:32 pm] |
| [ | Vibrations: |
| | dido: hold my hand | ] |
i take perkaset and tylanol pm all the time now...
whats next?
im stupid
i hate myself..
what the fuck am i doing? |
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| IN LOVEING MEMORY OF MY MOM |
[Aug. 3rd, 2005|01:34 am] |
| [ | Vibrations: |
| | sarah mchlachlan: i will remeber you | ] |
hey guys...
i think most of you know... but for those of you that dont...
my mom passed away saturday (her birthday she turned 33)
she was in a bad car wrech and didnt make it...
im ok... i am dealing with it the best way mom taught me how to deal with things like this...
be strong...
tell your mom that you love her when you get the chance...
it could be your last....
i love you guys..
<3 josh |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 30th, 2005|02:05 am] |
school starts monday...
and i think i am ok with that...
i cant wait to start back and see everyone...
i have pretty much lost contact in all my old friends (besides MC and Anneka)
but i think i am ok with that |
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| (no subject) |
[Jul. 15th, 2005|05:49 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | ocd | ] |
| [ | Emotional Disaster: |
| |  peaceful | ] |
| [ | Vibrations: |
| | sarah mclachlan | ] |
goddamn it.... i have a fucking headache....
but on the bright side... my fucking room is SPOTLESS!!!
i love it!!
<3 |
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